The silence between you and I
cuts the air from my lungs
airways blocked by cinders and fallen debris
from the trainwreck that we were
What was a harmonious melody
only sour notes left
a distant sound barely audible
perhaps a sigh a gentle breeze
or a whisper from a dying ember.
Oh what I would give to kiss your lips again
and to feel the safety net of your arms around me
I am like a bee that hides under the skirt of the flowers
just to keep smelling its sweet scented essence.
Feed it, fuel it, succumb to it. But the hunger doesn’t subside. It intensifies
needing, clawing on my sleek skin. With every arch of my back, he thrust even deeper. I could feel my velvety folds getting sleeker, but the hunger for more doesn’t stop. I met his thrust with my hips and my legs wide open to receive him. I can’t explain how much I want him. How much hunger for his lips and how deep my craving for him.
Nora decided to work late that night and get some things done and check it off her lists of things to accomplish for the office. As she glanced at the clock it was 10pm … time flew by she thought and she stood up to get her coat. She felt a slight ache on the ball of her feet, being in 3 inches high heeled pump for fourteen hours is no fun.
Grabbed her coat and walked the long corridor towards the elevator. She passed an office with the light still on. It is Ed’s office. The new hired account executive. She smiled and as she remembered the day she hired him to join their corporation.
She can still remember the Hermes ties he was wearing that day. This guy has quite of a taste she thought. She decided to know and say hello. She lightly knocked on his door and announced her name. “Ed… are you there? this is Nora” A sexy male voice replied and asked her to come in.
She opened the door and walked right in. She teasingly asked why working late. Ed smiled and replied…”same reason you why you are just about to leave”. She playfully invited him to join her for dinner. Her house wasn’t too far from their corporate office and Ed said yes.
The dinner was not so special in fact It was a hurriedly made salad and a quick spaghetti, but they obviously had fun putting the dinner together, that when it was finally ready, a bottle of wine was almost empty.
After dinner, Nora changed into something comfortable and sat closed to Ed on the couch and started flirting with him, shamelessly. It didn’t took too long for Ed to grab Nora’s head and kissed her passionately on the lips.
After an hour Ed left her house with a huge grin on his face. Obviously enjoyed the time with Nora.
A soulful wish to translate an empty canvas
into a full thriving life
walking carefully through the roads of today
until the dusk has said its last litany of the day.
I’ve let my lips get parched from thirst for life
for someone to open his arms and let me live in them.
Social media the temptation is bigger than you think
it drives you nuts and makes you think that your life stinks
and the others has better life than you have.
Images of perfect body and perfect skin… strewn about on the screen
makes you look at yourself in the mirror with a smirk.
Questioning your own image and second guessing each other’s
true intentions. So, take it easy before it makes you crazy.
You, sitting across me both of us trying not to stare at each other. Some fleeting glances here and there, some moment sifted through the air. If I could only run and hide to my deepest, darkest lair.
Funny, how we conceal each other’s feelings how we both go through so many intricate ways of hiding under the mask.
I blush just the thought of you learning what goes through my mind when I’m thinking of you. I think I better sit somewhere else.
We often stumble and fall trying to find the true meaning of love. We look for it in books, we look for it in papers, we struggle to find the write words to say it or even the right words to say to the one we love.
We count on others to show us how to love, to open up their heart to us or even to give us the slightest clue that we are also loved and accepted by that particular person that make our heart skip a beat or two. We often wonder whether to believe the other person when they say the words ” I love you” to us. A whole lot of us, take a step back and get a stinging shock wave running through our head.
Because we can’t believe it that this person said those words, and often times we even distrust the other person. I really think there are many of us learned to be closed-up having our hearts locked-up in our chest that it sometimes can not feel or sense signal from the other person. We locked up our heart for fear of rejection for fear of getting it broken once more.
And often, we wonder around not knowing where to go, how to take this and we often wonder where we are going to find Love, The kind of love we struggled to find and often times we tell ourselves that maybe…maybe we are destined to be alone.
Together, we pushed the boundary like some Indie song playing on the radio. A man’s heart vulnerable, exposed like leaves heavy with winter snow. Pleading for his lover to stay and play among the crowd just outside of the city by the bay.
Together, we ignited the night sky, lighted it with fire. Together, we serenaded everything. We were bigger than the symphony. Excess was our way of life, unstoppable floats on high over a man-made sky.
Together, we were invincible, until we fell hard on a man-made venom.
I feel the pain
just like everyone else.
Do not think
just because I smile I don’t feel the sting.
I feel every tear, every rip
in our relationship…
I feel the pain.
Over a cup of coffee 