As you begin to take
all the courage have left
and you pick up
the pieces and stare at the sapphire sky
you ignite the fire
hidden in your heart all along…
As you begin to take
all the courage have left
and you pick up
the pieces and stare at the sapphire sky
you ignite the fire
hidden in your heart all along…

Stars may face in the day light but you know they are still in the sky
always the just in the background of the luminous sunshine.
I may be overshadowed by some chaotic moments in life…but i am
always going to be here.
Just as the stars in the sky.
Rain hasn’t come along in quite sometime
making the secret garden bare and barren
quite thirsty for moisture that will somehow
lead to a sweet rupture of velvety petals
waiting for raindrops and dewdrops.

I follow the direction of intricate lines on your skin
just like a blind person fumbling her way through crowded streets
trying to cross to the other side.
I stare at your eyes the color of deep blue sea.
With each penetrating glances, I wish I could read your mind.
See the wonderful light of your soul
I want touch the silent groove of lines on your palm and feel the jagged edge
of your thoughts that sends shivers on my spine.
You, sitting in a comfortable silence while I rummage frantically
in my head trying to get to know you on a deeper level
desperately desiring your undivided attention.

You, sitting across me both of us trying not to stare at each other. Some fleeting glances here and there, some moment sifted through the air. If I could only run and hide to my deepest, darkest lair.
Funny, how we conceal each other’s feelings how we both go through so many intricate ways of hiding under the mask.
I blush just the thought of you learning what goes through my mind when I’m thinking of you. I think I better sit somewhere else.
I feel the pain
just like everyone else.
Do not think
just because I smile I don’t feel the sting.
I feel every tear, every rip
in our relationship…
I feel the pain.
I died a million times
when you started hiding
your eyes from me.
I walked into the darkness
soothing my own pain.
Closed my eyes only to
blind me temporarily.
The westerly wind stirs the sail
of the melancholy boat.
I float, I float on the western sea
until the dark shrouded me.
She, who is not afraid of danger
light in her feet, a dancer a phaser
as if she has wings to flutter away
somewhere safer than there.

palms always open to welcome her
when she returns.
Dreams aren’t made of feathers flying around lofty clouds
but what are dreams made of if not ice cream cones and candy canes
vanilla latte and mocha frappuccino? Dreams I supposed are made
of planning and creating the most intricate sand castles imaginable.Am I supposed to be asleep to have dreams? Am I supposed to be
angry, frustrated and lost to have my dreams come true?
All these good questions, all these bubbles going through my mind
made me a different kind of dreamer.

Thoughts drift in the Autumn wind
sliding away like a swirling clouds
of dust on an unpaved road
thoughts drifted and landed
at your doorstep
knocked once, twice-then
drifted away.
