Silence

The silence between you and I

cuts the air from my lungs

airways blocked by cinders and fallen debris

from the trainwreck that we were

What was a harmonious melody

only sour notes left

a distant sound barely audible

perhaps a sigh a gentle breeze

or a whisper from a dying ember.

My Love

I know you were petrified, scared of what was going on between us

So close yet so far, but my love… have you even thought of asking yourself

what did you need from me? what it was you wanted from me?

You ran out of here as fast as a bullet train traveled a thousand miles

So I guess this is good-bye my love

There are beautiful and perfect times in our lifetime

that comes only once.

Sorry you didn’t go on that bus…………..

My love

Keep moving

And the world kept tumbling down

was tossed here there everywhere

all hell broken out and felt like it is the end.

How do you think one would keep themselves together.

Trying to make sense of what is going on in this confusing,

discouraging and scary world.

I say keep going anyway… don’t let things around you

discouraged you from moving on. Maybe someday things will be different.

Forever in my memory

The spice that keeps you going

If I can not be the wind or the rain that makes the flowers grow

then let me be the stars that light up your way

If I can not be the sugar in your mouth,

then let me be the spice that keeps you going.

If I can not be your poetry, then let me tell

your story and you shall live forever in my memory.

I can never let you go

holding your name upon my lips

my heart beats along the rhythm of your soul

my mind has never forgotten, how you made me

dance along the depths of my own symphony.

My body a prisoner of your melody

arching towards your magnetic pull swaying

with every stroke of your piano keys.

I can never let you go… I will sprout like

an unwanted weed in your backyard.

Stalking you, like an ivy climbing up your garden wall.

Rejection

Your always late when we are going to meet

you are always complaining of anything under the sun

Lately i’m not sure anymore of my place in your life

because you seem to complain about everything…

I’m worried that you may be complaining about me too.

If you are unhappy with me… let me go. I am an adult

I can handle rejection.

Farewell

I was so sure of you and I but now, I am not even close to calling you

What if I made a mistake? What if you are not the one? My frustrations growing every minute and you are oblivious of all these feelings arising from me.

Doubting you, doubting us, doubting the world around us… You sit there looking happy and all. But I am not really sure if this is what you wanted all along. I feel like you don’t even know what do you want… you don’t even own your own decisions.

Yes… we are the children of darkness, and until we both know what we are looking for, what will make us see the light, what will make us happy… I think we need to part ways. Here now, the end of the road. I was sure early on but not anymore. I am human and you are too. This is good-bye. I am going this way and you need to go that way.

Bond

You and I used to be

an intricate piece of

fabric held by a strong bond.

Now we are like a ripped tapestry

with worn out stitches

fibers and filaments

holding it together

tattered beyond repair.