I could have been a trace of lead
scribbled on paper
I could have been a lady bug
perched on a delicate flower
Or a helpless ant
carrying weight
twice my size
You would still
walk all over me
to get where you
wanted to be
I could have been a trace of lead
scribbled on paper
I could have been a lady bug
perched on a delicate flower
Or a helpless ant
carrying weight
twice my size
You would still
walk all over me
to get where you
wanted to be
The silence between you and I
cuts the air from my lungs
airways blocked by cinders and fallen debris
from the trainwreck that we were
What was a harmonious melody
only sour notes left
a distant sound barely audible
perhaps a sigh a gentle breeze
or a whisper from a dying ember.

With or without you by my side
I will keep living I will be breathing
and so I’ve decided to move-on
and keep on moving-on…
I know you were petrified, scared of what was going on between us
So close yet so far, but my love… have you even thought of asking yourself
what did you need from me? what it was you wanted from me?
You ran out of here as fast as a bullet train traveled a thousand miles
So I guess this is good-bye my love
There are beautiful and perfect times in our lifetime
that comes only once.
Sorry you didn’t go on that bus…………..
My love
And the world kept tumbling down
was tossed here there everywhere
all hell broken out and felt like it is the end.
How do you think one would keep themselves together.
Trying to make sense of what is going on in this confusing,
discouraging and scary world.
I say keep going anyway… don’t let things around you
discouraged you from moving on. Maybe someday things will be different.

If I can not be the wind or the rain that makes the flowers grow
then let me be the stars that light up your way
If I can not be the sugar in your mouth,
then let me be the spice that keeps you going.
If I can not be your poetry, then let me tell
your story and you shall live forever in my memory.
I can never let you go
holding your name upon my lips
my heart beats along the rhythm of your soul
my mind has never forgotten, how you made me
dance along the depths of my own symphony.
My body a prisoner of your melody
arching towards your magnetic pull swaying
with every stroke of your piano keys.
I can never let you go… I will sprout like
an unwanted weed in your backyard.
Stalking you, like an ivy climbing up your garden wall.

Your always late when we are going to meet
you are always complaining of anything under the sun
Lately i’m not sure anymore of my place in your life
because you seem to complain about everything…
I’m worried that you may be complaining about me too.
If you are unhappy with me… let me go. I am an adult
I can handle rejection.
I was so sure of you and I but now, I am not even close to calling you
What if I made a mistake? What if you are not the one? My frustrations growing every minute and you are oblivious of all these feelings arising from me.
Doubting you, doubting us, doubting the world around us… You sit there looking happy and all. But I am not really sure if this is what you wanted all along. I feel like you don’t even know what do you want… you don’t even own your own decisions.
Yes… we are the children of darkness, and until we both know what we are looking for, what will make us see the light, what will make us happy… I think we need to part ways. Here now, the end of the road. I was sure early on but not anymore. I am human and you are too. This is good-bye. I am going this way and you need to go that way.
You and I used to be
an intricate piece of
fabric held by a strong bond.
Now we are like a ripped tapestry
with worn out stitches
fibers and filaments
holding it together
tattered beyond repair.
