I died a million times
when you started hiding
your eyes from me.
I walked into the darkness
soothing my own pain.
Closed my eyes only to
blind me temporarily.
The westerly wind stirs the sail
of the melancholy boat.
I float, I float on the western sea
until the dark shrouded me.
I could feel his heart beat, his skin so closed to mine. I smile as he put his finger on my lips. So near yet so far, I wiggled I wanted to touch him. My hands are tied. The room dark. My heart racing, I spread my legs wide, to welcome him. To seduce him… but he wanted to take things slow… oh so much slow I could almost taste him.
He whispered naughty words in her ear and it lit her on fire. She’s so hot for him she didn’t wait to remove her skirt – she just gotta have him right there right then.
Who are you right now… right at this moment? Do not tell me the past you, the future you but the You right now. Who are you? What do you believe in? Do you even believe in yourself right now?
Do you still have integrity? Do you stand for the things you believe in? Or are you just a sell out? You sold yourself to the big corporation that puts food on your table. You turn your head in the opposite way so as not to see what is going on in the corporate world.
You lost control of yourself… you even lost control of your judgement and your basic morals. I am ashamed of you. You forgot where you came from and you forgot what you stand for.
You are just as bad as they are. So please don’t walk around pretending you are more holly than them.
She’s brave and resilient
a rebirthed smile on a cold Spring soil
coming back for a new blooming season.
She’s beautiful with her yellow crown
and dazzling green gown, a perfect bloom indeed.
Her cheeks perfect and attractive inviting sweet kisses
from honeybees.
A brief hi(s) and quick hellos(s) back at you
Several days later…
I find myself still hoping to get a text from you
Maybe I looked too much into it
Read too much between the lines
Mistook you for a friendly place
to put my heart into.
To lose is not an option
every gambler knows it
Maybe to hold you one more time
will send me to forever high
Maybe there’s a chance for me
to be found and not be forgotten
in this ever changing ever chaotic world.
And maybe if I don’t let defeat define me and my destiny, maybe I will learn to open
my doors and let you in. Perhaps you need me too, even if you can not admit it for some stupid reason you hesitate to share with me.
You see, I am not a total loss you just need to take a risk.
She came to revisit the place where her and her lover used to meet, a place where they used to profess their love for each other. A place where she felt love and joy is all around her. She came to revisit a place in her heart, not just a place situated in a sandy shore or a garden under a moonlit night.
It is a place she carries with her, a place the envelops her when she’s feeling tired, exhausted and lonely. Sometimes she finds herself, with tears of longing and sometimes she noticed herself smiling from reminiscing the past.
She came to revisit the place where she can be herself, where she feels peaceful and a place that welcomes her time and time again.
Once it is given to you, it is hard to take it back, without blemish or scratches. So if you are not sure if you even like the place where you are heading, you better bail out now. You better give back the “opportunity” trophy.
With love,
your brothers and sisters.
I was so sure of you and I but now, I am not even close to calling you
What if I made a mistake? What if you are not the one? My frustrations growing every minute and you are oblivious of all these feelings arising from me.
Doubting you, doubting us, doubting the world around us… You sit there looking happy and all. But I am not really sure if this is what you wanted all along. I feel like you don’t even know what do you want… you don’t even own your own decisions.
Yes… we are the children of darkness, and until we both know what we are looking for, what will make us see the light, what will make us happy… I think we need to part ways. Here now, the end of the road. I was sure early on but not anymore. I am human and you are too. This is good-bye. I am going this way and you need to go that way.
Over a cup of coffee 