And the world kept tumbling down
was tossed here there everywhere
all hell broken out and felt like it is the end.
How do you think one would keep themselves together.
Trying to make sense of what is going on in this confusing,
discouraging and scary world.
I say keep going anyway… don’t let things around you
discouraged you from moving on. Maybe someday things will be different.
Tough day left me wiped out
leaving my nerves fried and frayed.
Wishing a high tide to come and wash them away
just like Autumn wind shedding the leaves
to let them grow again.
Shall I kneel to hope and pray
for better day to come
my mind spinning out of control.
Wish you were here to calm me down.
If I can not be the wind or the rain that makes the flowers grow
then let me be the stars that light up your way
If I can not be the sugar in your mouth,
then let me be the spice that keeps you going.
If I can not be your poetry, then let me tell
your story and you shall live forever in my memory.
In my deepest slumber
I called upon the midnight ghost
letting my lips skipped the peripherals and went the necessities
to find the way right through you.
Through the dark shadowy thunderstorm filled night
reaching my arms toward yearning to sin
something my irreverent soul unequivocally needed.
I want my smile to capture his attention
I want to give it free no strings attached
I want my eyes to speak to his
as transparent as a crystal water
no guessing game
no shame no blame
Over a cup of coffee 